I'm with you on the sick Dad thing! Mine is not well either. I agree with everyone else who hAS posted here, you're doing well Romeo! You're far less obsessive and seem to have accepted where you're at. Now, that said, you will have ups and downs. The bad stuff does come back but that is part of grieving, just let it have its moment and move on. Keep on enjoying the parts of your life that are still great. I hope your family gets well soon.
