She also said that the fact she wasn't excited when she told me all in had her worried. She felt she should feel some excitement or relief, and she felt no change.
There is your answer. See she is worried because she is not attracted to you. You don't want her back then. Let her go, she will repspect that. Doesn't mean you don't have a chance but your W is not ready yet.
M22,H45,W45 S21/18D12 Retain faith that you will prevail in the end, regardless of the difficulties and at the same time confront the most brutal facts of your current reality, whatever they might be.
