Ohhhh... I don't know. I just don't know. I get what you're saying and I really appreciate the encouragement. Thanks so much. It's just - we've been here before. The more I think about it, the more I think we've had this discussion. And I still feel this way. So I feel really down; like I've failed at this again and I can't keep laying the same problem at his feet. And frankly, I'm just tired of talking about my stupid failings with him. He never talks about his with me. So I fear it just reinforces his old view that I caused all the problems in our M. So I just want to lay low for a while. He's very busy this week, so we won't have a lot of time together anyways; if I keep my sharp tongue in check he likely won't even notice. I do appreciate your concern and time though, dday. Thanks again and take care.
I cannot complain for not receiving from others, that which I've never asked them for.
