Ring is off due to combination of factors you all mentioned.
Something happened during the last few days and the desperation and utter "looking into the abyss" feelings seems to have subsided a great deal.
Helped that I had the kids and headed to friends house for R&R and some good inter-family fun. It was nice getting up early in the morning, grabbing a coffee and listening to the waterfall from their pond. The serenity is something I enjoyed, and maybe even a bit of the solitude.
Have to get myself one of those mood fountains!
I will keep you all up to date as things move along.
