I hear it in your msg, the frustration, the doubts, the i've been so blind to see what's been going on infront of me for a long time.
i feel that way, being with this person for over 4 years and the more i learn the more everything in our R/marriage has been nothing but lies, built on lies/deceit/using.
i fell for it all hook line and sinker. i was so blinded by what i wanted i didn't see all of him or should i say see what wasn't there, the red flags were there and i ignored them, kept believing he'd change things would get better, and they just got worse and worse.
Me 39 H 30 d 18 previous marriage d 2.5 with H s 4.5months with H Seperation Nov09 july i'm dim to dark - set internal deadline
