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[alice444]

HEY. I'm only a 45 min plane ride up the coast guys!!! Where's the love?

R, glad to see you get together with SOME DBers when they're in the same town, ahem.

Hope you guys had a blast. Plan on meeting you someday, too,

If anyone's ever up in the Bay Area.... Here I am!

[mindfull]

LUV - Ha!

OK, so, here's a shocker. We were probably the loudest table.

Thanks so much for coming and rescuing me from WORK HELL! It was so fun having sushi w/you!! And, we got a lot "covered"!

My favorite line of the evening... "I love a girl that can throw down her beer!" (HA)

Alice! You would have had a ball! Too bad I had to chug beers, then go back for more training! (But, I did it!)

Where's CityGirl? We were missing her.

Poor Ferg... THE STORIES! LoL

[LSG]

Luv,

I am in los angeles, and I would like to get together with you guys sometime. Let me know when you guys will meet again.

I am glad you guys had a good time.

[luvless]

GIMA - I have been a stranger huh? seems like you have too! I haven't been on the boards posting much. I hate to complain about the same stuff. I have just been "surviving" but thank you for coming by.

courageous wife - lol famous people? that's funny. I'm sure Romeo and Mindfull don't feel famous.

alice - girl you are really far from us and Mindfull came on business. I had to sneak a couple hours with her. Romeo had a very long drive too. If you are ever out here I'd love to meet you! I always appreciate you stopping by my thread.

LSG - I guess you are the closest to me. We should have coffee sometime!

Mind! - that was the best hug I've had in a long time it was so nice to finally meet you. I had a blast and little did I know I was going to have dinner with you at my favorite restaurant chain - cool. Sapporo and sushi with a good friend is a good thing! XOXO

Today the X wrote me his typical Monday morning (after he's done drinking and spending money) to complain about the finances. We went back and forth. I told him to watch his tone. I have to remember I'm not talking to my former husband I'm talking to this new version of an awful man I am acquainted with.

It's hard and it makes me so sad but I try to suck it up. Today my daughter had to pay tuition. I saw her break down crying bcuz her dad didn't want to find a way to pay. I couldn't see her like that so I charged the tuition. I don't know how I'm going to pay it but I just couldn't see her fall apart like that. I'm tired - very tired.

Well - some happy things always come with sad things for me. I don't seem to catch a break. Thank you all for your kind words and supportive comments.

Luv

[steady]

luvless, it's those things your daughter will always remember. Not the big things, but the way you are there for her.

You will catch your break.

[Fergie]

Poor Ferg... THE STORIES! LoL

I just saw this. What stories?

Hey T. I'm glad you got to meet Mindfull. It would have been fun to be there, too. Maybe some other time you can meet me, too.

Fergie

[LSG]

Luv,

I would love to meet for coffee anytime with you.

Just let me when and where, and how to contact you.

It will be great to meet you in person talk with you.

Take care!

[luvless]

Hey guys,

Today would have been my 20th anniversary I would have never thought last summer that I wouldn't have made it. It's unreal. I still have those "I can't believe I'm getting a divorce" thoughts.

I cried a little today when I looked outside and remembered how that day was. It was hot and windy - much like today. I'm feeling really sick today. I've got a fever and I'm nauseous. It's probably from all the stress...much different from celebrating last year at a fabulous hotel in AZ.

Well anyway I'm doing ok. I could be so much worse off. I had reservations to take the kids to a really nice dinner tonight but I had to cancel from being ill.

Thanks again guys.

Luv

[steady]

Luv these days are trigger points. I think it happens to everyone here. It's stressful and emotional and will wear down your system.

Get some rest. If you drop into a funk just come here and post. It's always helped me.

[alice444]

(((Luv)))

I believe today is Rocked's 20th anniversary too. Have you checked her thread lately? She had a really good, wise post yesterday you might want to read about celebrating new beginnings. It's not what either of you wanted to be doing on this day, but... you're getting through it. Go read her thread if you haven't already and have some time today.

And if you're feeling better now, maybe reschedule the family dinner and celebrate how much the 3 of you love and are there for each other- this is a new anniversary of your slightly smaller, new, improved, intact family.

PS- stress can wreak havoc with your body- I'm experiencing similar stuff. Please take care of yourself as much as you can, eating well, getting sleep, swimming in your pool, etc.

thinking of you--

-A