It was on his phone, then his computer. I know I'm not supposed to believe what I hear, but his explanation 'made sense' at the time. It was a tasteless joke.

What I don't understand is he's already said himself that there is zero chance with us. Why will he not just admit it? Why does he continue to deny it? Why does he say 'I'm tempted to start something with her just to spite you' and 'I'm tired of hearing about this 'emotional affair' that doesn't exist'.

He says he won't date for a long while.

Why cant he just tell me if he's so done?


Me 30 H 29
DC 9, 7, 2
M 4 years, T 6 years
ILYBINILWY Bomb: 8/8/10
He doesn't want to work, I'm slowly getting there too
Physically separating end of September