I'd much rather you were really happy instead. You can do that with or without him and even when he doesn't want you to be happy.
Now..., it's easier said than done....
How is your GAL going? Started a fitness/nutritution routine yet? Every day you put into this the better. Start doing things that will benefit you in the future.
M-47,W-40,No kids D-filed 5/27/2010 Piecing - 10/21/2010 -=Soon to be banned=-