In all my tears as I have read along with RW, I did chuckle at CB: Go for the throat while he is feeling guilty.
I can't add anything more, RW, because everyone has said it all. We're all here. We've all been where you are.
And we're all getting to better, happier places.
I've been feeling your sadness, RW, and sending you strength.
Take advantage of being at your parents. Reduced cost of living, less commute, loving grandparents to help with the kids. Let HIM kick around in an empty house, "stunned" as a deer in the headlights--duh, what? RW left? duh, just because I am having an affair and said I wanted a divorce? duh? I jus' don' get it...aahhch that makes me scream!
Please keep posting as you have the energy to. Yours has been an incredible journey.
