I know that everything being said here is true. I am flailing through a lot of this ~ the cashier at the grocery store today says "where's H - you all always shop together" - just smiled and said "he's working" Then get in the car and cry.
Today his silence is bothering me - I'm just putting that out there. Brooklyn you are correct - I have been trying to get in his head too much. Speculating about what he's doing or thinking. I know I have to stop that or find some strategies to help me redirect away from those thoughts.
Thanks to all for your patience.
M-48/XH-48 M=25/T=28 years Ds-24,22/S-18 D - 3/11 A Day at a Time