And it just keeps getting better. I don't understand this. I keep snipping at him over stupid things. And he complimented me that I was looking nice this morning but I completely blew it off; I snorted back that I thought I looked like I pig. He's done nothing wrong. Yes he's been busier than normal with his hobbies and friends, but I don't begrudge him that. I love to see him happy and busy with the things he loves to do. So why am I being such a b*tch? Some days I just want to run and go live somewhere that nobody knows me, and keep it that way. Trying to maintain an intimate relationship right now just feels beyond my abilities.
I cannot complain for not receiving from others, that which I've never asked them for.
