She Say's She Want's Out Of The Marriage

[tbart01]

Well we spent all week acting like a married couple, but I still went to my place. Things have been going well and we hadn't talked about anything until our scheduled Saturday talk.

I only agreed to be sucked back in because she agreed to drop the D and go all in. Naturally I had a little apprehension because she seemed to change her mind so fast, so I asked questions. These questions made her question her decision to go all in.

Yesterday we had our talk, and she basically started out with yes she wants us to be back together, yes she wants us to live together, but she wants to take it slow. She's still afraid to let me back in just in case it doesn't work out.

She's afraid that if we do this,she's afraid she'll be unable to give all of her to me. She is what ifing this thing to death. She still wants to work it out, but she's changed the terms.

if I had known it was going to be something other than all in, I would not be where I am right now. I would still be out living my life. Now I have no idea what to do.