I have decided to contact her and cancel the meeting.
I think she is struggling with her inner being now. I do think she want to meet about R talk and that's something I'm not willing to discuss.
My thinking now is that she is getting a strong dose of reality right now and realizing the grass isn't greener.
She's receiving negative vibes from her family and her decisions. She's may now be starting to realize that she HAD a great guy and b/c her sexual adventure aren't fulfilling her life she is scared and thinks she still had me to fall back on.
Well I have checked out. So when she falls I will not be there to catch her.
Funny, a year ago I would have died for her. Now, well...... I just wish her well. I learned never to say never so I want say it here....
I will post my updates.
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