She Say's She Want's Out Of The Marriage

[tbart01]

Well I learned today that when things are too good to be true, they really are. I got sucked back in, and now I'm too emotionally for anything.

Monday my W wanted to drop the D and go all in. By Saturday she still wanted to drop the D, but she no longer wanted to go all in. Since I mentioned to her my D15 worried we'd create another tension filled environment, she questioned her decision.

Now she wants to get back together, but she wants to take our time and work things out first. We already tried the time and marriage counseling thing. We've been living apart. What more can we do.

Am I reading too much into this? She still want's to work on us, but she doesn't want us to rush back in like she wanted to do Monday.

This is a huge set back for me emotionally. She said the ball was in my court and it was my decision. I made the decision, and she changed the time line.

I can't continue to pretend to be a family and then leave every night.