Newbie, separated and looking for support (long),

[Sky's Wife]

Thanks for reply Generosity, I was anxiously waiting for any response. I feel sooo low these days.

I'm not absolutely sure there is no OW in the picture, but I tend to believe him, as this time I don't really see any of other infidelity signs. He was accountable for all his time, spent most of his non-working hours at home or at the dropzone repairing his glider, helped at home as usually, his spending didn't change. He was not protective of his cell phone, I didn't notice any change in habits like sudden interest in new things, buying new clothes, gym... nothing. On the contrary, his level of energy seemed to be lowered, and he was withdrawing.

I think I'm dealing here with mixture of MLC, actual real life problems and our marital problems. His depression problems doesn't help the situation either.

I will try to give more details in my next posts.

Hope seems to be so vague now, so fragile, but I'm not ready to give it up.

Sky's Wife