My New LBS Reality

[irishblessings]

You are right Brooklyn. For me - well I am spending a lot of time with kids. S and I are doing a lot together. I have been NC with H. It has definitely helped me. We have some activities planned over the next month or so - that helps.

I understand about what you are saying - but I am struggling with trying to "own" up to my contribution to the demise of the marriage. I guess I have been struggling because when I busted H 3 years ago - that's when I had to admit to my part of the problems. What do I do now that I have been working on these changes? He still threw me away.

Just wondering