Well, wife fell off the wagon if that is what you call it. She went to a garage sell and ask to try some clothes on-raided their medicine cabinet and came home screwed up as heck. Drove my daughter home with her. I had grandparents come pick up daughter and I am sleeping at work as she is quite insane at this point. I took her new car keys of the car I just bought her. Extremly disappointing. Guess I was trying to make lemeonade out of prunes. Lol. This addiction crap is stronger than me or her love for me. Maybe someone else is better fit to handle it than me. I remember why I wanted a divorce now. Things havn't changed, I have, I am a better person, she is the same. Sorry guys, sometimes it works that way. Maybe she will see the light but probably not. She will say the right things-she has been seeking and getting help for 10 years. Nothing has changed anything but maybe for a couple of months. I can't stand looking at the women I made love to, lusted after just two nights ago. She is like a retarded child with slobber coming down her mouth, totally unknowing of her surroundings, just a complete fool. And yes, I say fool, because she is one. She couldn't tell you my name right now. To think I cried, and fought so hard for this. I guess we are both the fools.
