OOh I'm so mad at myself. So not only the mess up this afternoon, but tonight as we're chatting with a neighbor, H pays me a beautiful, wonderful compliment. What do I do? Nooo... I don't thank him; I don't acknowledge how wonderful it is he's starting to do that now. Nothing. Not a word of recognition for this wonderful change. Instead, I don't accept it for a second - I deny it flat-out. Said something along the lines of 'What??? Oh my heavens that's not true! I don't do that well at all!!'...

What on earth is wrong with me?? Why am I being so stunned?

I cannot complain for not receiving from others, that which I've never asked them for.