Learning to detach is the best thing that you can do for yourself right now! Along with taking care of you and your S. Your H took himself out of the picture, for now, so you do not need to worry about him. Protect yourself and your S.
All of this is easier said than done...but, the more he sees you upset and crying, the more he will want to get away from you...
You can do this Mystik!!!!
M48 H53 M16 T18 S16 D13 SS30 H drops bomb PA/8-30-09 H leaves 12-30-09 D filed by H 2-10 H asks to come home 4-11 Piecing