She told me that she was scared that I would get hurt. That she didn't want me to hate her if things didn't work out. She's still planning on moving out.
Her self-esteem issues are so strong, she's scared to let herself feel anything anymore.
I can't change that. What I can change is myself. And that's showing her as much love and affection as I can, without smothering and pushing her away.
Do I expect this to work? I don't know. I know that distancing myself wasn't working. I'm still detaching. I'm still GAL. This is just a huge 180 for me. I'm so happy I'm confronting how scared and afraid I've been my whole life.
