H moved back to his parents home almost 3 weeks ago when I had a crying moment and said I didn't understand what we were doing playing house and so he decided to go back to his parents. They live 5 city blocks away grom me, so maybe 3 minutes. It wasn't an argument and H said he was planning to go back to his parents anyway b/c he needed proper rest & sleep to prepare for his boards. So basically he never planned to stay.
Home meaning our home. Yes G he likes to escape! Seems like a child in a way! Our home has too much responsibility even though he comes here all of his free time (sometimes 710 hours a day), eats here, cleans, hekps take care of home, etc. But at the end of the day that is his comfort zone. And not here. Makes me really sad. This is when I realize he really needs IC and is in somewhat of a MLC.
G I can't find you on FB can you friend me?
2, I'm under Bebedoll. Its a limited private FB account. I keep my personal FB private .
By the way I realize the last post doesn't make sense timeline wise and that's because I wrote half last friday half this week and posted all at once.
I am the human rollercoaster. 2 steps forward 1 step back. Ongoing for months now. I'm more accepting of H and I never being together again. Its shitty that as soon as I pull away H comes forward.
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