I am so sorry for the fire drill last night! I freaked when Mr. A called three times in a row.
I ended up calling him back, as I posted here, and he didn't answer. (I didn't leave a message.) But he called me back a few minutes later and we talked for like 20 minutes.
It was nice and I felt good about it afterwards.
Gardener and NM, you are RIGHT - Mr. A will NEVER understand the terrible effects of his actions if I just pick right up with him. And more importantly than that even is that I will be going back to a state that I was at before all of this happened! No, I've done too much work to regress like that.
TH, thank you for posting. I need to catch up on your thread. Mr. A and I are divorced now, though we were intimate a few days ago. It's feels soooooo complicated, but it's all really kind of silly!
I'm posting this now and then I'm going to journal about 2 things that have been on my mind lately. FYI, I do that because my dumb computer keeps messing up my posts!!!!
