i stuck my head out, i thanked h for being away and finally putting the kids needs first by being totally absent from their lives.

we r supposed 2 have concilliation appt on 17th, i cant see reason 2 go.

Me 39 H 30
d 18 previous marriage
d 2.5 with H
s 4.5months with H
Seperation Nov09
july i'm dim to dark - set internal deadline