Well, for me this week has been really tough because for the first time, I've been doing the DB plan for real. And it's hard, that's why I've avoided committing to it. But. I love my wife. I want my marriage to work. I've always shied away from challenges, taken the easy path.
But I can't do that anymore, and not just for my marriage, but for my life.
So I'm going to stay, not push her out, just be the man I've always thought I'd be. If she decides to leave, then she can leave. It's going to be a long, long Fall and Winter, but I never gave up when I was wooing her. I knew she was the one for me, and I still believe that with all my heart.
Thanks guys for guiding me to the decision that is best for me.
