Well the carnival was cancelled due to rain but took my D bowling instead and had a fantastic time (S fell asleep and stayed home with W). Even bowled next to an attractive, recently D woman and her kids. Got to talking and she asked for my number. Told her I was flattered but still trying to work on my marriage. She told me where she worked and if it didn't work out to look her up. It was a huge confident boost for me knowing that if we don't reconcile that I'll be able to find someone else.
But for some reason feeling very overwhelmed today, and can't stop crying (I guess that is normal). Have my first therapy session this afternoon and just received my copy of DB. Can't wait to get started.
Going to try the carnival again tonight and will have a great time with the kids.
M36 W39 D6 S4 Married 10 years EA began 7/10 Bomb Dropped 8/6/10 Filed for D 10/6/10 Divorce put on hold 12/10 Currently Piecing
