Not sure where to start, or end. WAW?

[john28]

So tonight I went right back to DB. I told her I was going to make cookies, and I'd like it if she joined me. She seemed thrilled since I rarely do things in the kitchen. We made cookies together, shared some nice flirty moments with physical contact, and then played a game while the cookies baked. When they were done she got a text from a male friend (a guy I know that's a non-threat) asking if she wanted to get a beer (at 10pm). She showed it to me right away. She asked if I would have a problem with her going, and if I was going to "freak out" after today's events. I told her she can make her own decisions (validation), and I would be fine. I made a mistake and told her that I was a little uncomfortable with it, but I would be fine.

I helped her pick out something to wear (being supportive) and then it must have been 4 times before she left that she gave me some of the best, longest kisses that we've had in months. They were very nice, I must admit. Probably to reassure me. She told me again not to worry, told me where she was going, who would be there, and what time she'd be home - sh*t, she even told me she was going to order an Oatmeal Stout! It is probably because we had a discussion on transparency today, and she agreed to talk about it tomorrow and set boundaries and rules for transparency.

It's a freakin roller coaster over here today. I'm going to be happy that this ride ends for today. I'm sure it'll be back again though.

BLECCH!

I'm just not sure how to "be there for her" and "spend time with her" without being it's one of the things she spelled out very clearly in the letter to the MC.