Made up my mind that I'm not going to talk to anyone that knows her and I anymore. Told our mutual friend that it's not right and don't want to know when W and her hang out or any details of anything. I'll just come here and vent if needed.
Went to church tonight and when I got home W was in the house. LOL She was drunk. She made a comment about trying to be gone by the time I got home. Yeah Right. She's been curious as to why I'm not talking to her. LOL
She flat out asked if I talked with our friend after the dinner they had and I said yes. Told her that I'm glad she had a good time and that I'm not involving her in this any longer, so told her to quit worrying about what I'm up to or talking about what she thinks I need to do. Remind you she's pretty lit and repeating herself constantly and not making much sense. But I have to say we had a good laugh on a few things.
Outta nowhere she decides to tell me she's having bad nightmares and having to sleep with the light on. Kinda creeped me out and drew the "fixer" in me out. Told her she should go get therapy LOL and told her that it's her conscience bothering her. She was drunk so I knew I could get away with it.
Then all of a sudden she pulled out her phone to text someone and told her if she's gonna text in front of me she better take off. She was not happy and did not say goodbye. Really hate to see her drive intoxicated, but it's not my problem anymore.
It's really funny how all the things she hated that I did...and she's doing it now. I really think she's kinda lost it a little bit and I'm kinda happy that she's not around to effect me.
This going dark has seriously shifted the momentum. Now I just need to keep pushing forward.
