Wife filed for divorce...Is there still hope?

[LSG]

IDU,

I appreciate you understanding. I just felt I let myself done and was backsliding too much today. I have not let W see me that way, and I will not I hope.

I hope I will feel better after the hearing. I am expecting the worst and hoping for the best, so I am not let down. I will admit that W has done a real number on me. She did not get to me today, and I will explain that in my journal entry soon. I hope you are right that this will open her eyes. They may have been opened just a little today.

You are moving closer to a better life. Hard to see right now. I have trouble convincing myself of it. But if you step back and look and think, you know it is true. We know it's true. We deserve better. We are worried about our kids. That's out of our control. I know you will do everything you can to help them through this and they will also help you.

I agree with everything you have said. You remember this too because it will help you as you move forward with your sitch. There are some difficult times, but you know what to expect, and you will keep in mind what you wrote to make it through.

You will be okay too.

I believe in you.

Thanks!