I know Chuck, I could just go stay there for a few days. But as Robx said, stay at the house for the kids. Had a good night at a group meeting at church. was there until about 10, came home and went upstairs to kiss the kids in their beds. W was already in her room light on, door shut journaling and reading her book " the mom's devotional bible". I kissed the kids and came to my room. Just sitting here typing on the laptop.
The group at church has everyone from substance abuse, co-dependency, intimacy isues, anger, guilt, grief and people dealing with divorce. I basically go to deal with not any particular issue just a place for support and understanding.
I seem to be doing better each day that goes by. I did do the W and kids laundry today while working from the house. W did thank me for it when she got home before I left. I said no problem gave the kids a hug and threw them in the air a few times, W seemed to enjoy watching me do this and listening to the kids giggle and laugh.
What kills me is even though we are pretty much separated in our home, the kids seee both of us at night and in the morning. When this ends up us living separate, I think the kids will hit their own emotional roller coaster. They will be very confused and they are so young 5 and 3. That is what is starting to set in and it tears me up....
