I just dropped my girls off at their mom's. I mentioned that we probably wouldn't be seeing each other again until after they return from the cottage. The girls said "aren't you going to drop over Saturday to say goodbye?" Wow, what a frightening thought! I said " Probably not, it's very hard to say goodbye when you're not going" What a wimpy answer! My girls want me to come and say goodbye and I'm wimping out. I had a lump in my throat on the way home. They don't know how much I want to go with them and be family but it's just not a good idea. I don't want to go over, say goodbye and have a blubberfest with them either. But, then again, if that happens it happens. Let wife see what the reality of her choice to break up our family is. Ah well, we'll see.
