Most guys would kill to have a letter like that, it's gold if you can see the value in it. Why be broken, it's how she feels and you need to own up to whatever is vaild in there. I understand it stings, your woman is communicating with you make sure you listen, validate and man up.
M22,H45,W45 S21/18D12 Retain faith that you will prevail in the end, regardless of the difficulties and at the same time confront the most brutal facts of your current reality, whatever they might be.