Not sure where to start, or end. WAW?

[john28]

Don't give her the power to break your heart..

Wise words. Why do you give her this much POWER and CONTROL? What happened to "Hold on to your nuts" mentality?

Man up!! or you will lose her for sure. She want's a LEADER and a WARRIOR. Not somebody that lives in FEAR.

"Hold the Line!!" PMA

I am holding my nuts together, at least in front of her. I am however internally worrying, although I try my best not to. I do not want her to have this much control over my life, and in fact I started the events of today to be set in motion when I opened my mouth knowing she would have to answer in some way to the MC. I feel somewhat in control to the fact that she is finally writing out her feelings and I provoked that.

I'm just nnot enthusiastic about the outcome.