That is so true, I don't want the old R again, at all. EVER.
I wish she really could really understand that is what I want.
I know I do not want to "date". That is not something I feel I need. I love her too much, it wouldn't be fair to me or someone who may potentially want a R with me. I do have one woman friend, we went to the movies once and took my sons to her parents place for a fun day at the beach. But the friend knows where I stand with my WAW, my feelings etc. My EA was my attmept to date, although at a very inappropriate time and reason. I knew then.. that is not what I want.
I think I will stick with getting out a little more, get back into biking..which I slacked off on about a month ago. Winter comes quick in my neck of the woods. I was thinking of finding a local charity group or something, volunteer service through a church or oraganization of some type. I am fairly shy..so that should make for a good challenge.
I am an avid fisherman - I can't beleive I have let my passion go. I will try to make a few trips out, that always helps.
