Wife filed for divorce...Is there still hope?

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DanF and D&C,

I don't know what you said, but I just started crying after reading your post to me.

I keep telling myself everyday that I can make it for one more day. I pray to God to give me the strength to get through the next moment. I have been trying not to lose myself in this. I have to tell myself all the time to be a good person and never be anybody that I would not be happy to know. I have made mistakes in my marriage, and I have to remember that I cannot change anything what has happened. I have to just try to the right things now, and I feel that I have been doing my best.

That is all I can do, right.

Everyday that is closer to the hearing I just become more sad and the feeling of loss becomes stronger. I have been able to be strong, but this has become very difficult to keep the emotions from taking over.

I am just overwhelmed, and I know that will pass. I have to remember that everyday is a new day and a new start. I will be okay. This just part of the process that we go through in these situations. I have to tell myself that over and over.

Thank you guys so much for being here for me! I am sorry for being a little too whiny and weak in my response today. I will have it together soon I hope

Thanks again!!!