I have finally made through all of the 107 pages of your sitch. I just want to say that you have done amazingly well. This will be a reminder for me while I go through mine. I know I can do it now! I too have two wonderful kids and they are what keeps me going, but sometimes, my feelings will overwelm me. You sitch is a tough one, I cannot lie, but you are truckin forward for you two little ones.
I can't say enough about how much of an inspiration you have been. Yes, you have bad days, too many perhaps, but you haven't let that spill over into your kids lives. That into itself is borderline amazing to me. Keep being strong, stay out there and find that job, and show the courts what kind of father that you are. That is all that you can do at this point. No matter the outcome of your hearing, you and your kids will always know that you were there for them during a very difficult time.
Nobody knows what the future holds, I try and remind myself of that everyday. My sitch could turn ugly at any minute, and now I know that it will be possible to make it through that as well. I really do wish you the best of luck, and thanks again for staying strong, and being there for your kids during a very bad sitch.
Remember, one foot in front of the other.....the future awaits, tomorrow is a new day
Me:33 W: 31 M: 8 T: 13 S: 6 D: 8 months The Bomb 7/22/10 "I can't do this anymore, I'm done" http://www.divorcebusting.com/forums/ubbthreads.php?ubb=showflat&Number=2048765&page=1