In DBing news I think I can now seriously put myself in the piecing category. It's been 9 months since H's big turn around and this past weekend I *finally* got an ILY.
It came out amongst some emotional stuff where I was telling him that while I don't harbor any blame or anger or resentment for what he did (and I really don't), I still do have lots of feelings about what all that did to me and my life and our son.
Sometimes he talks of doing this and that to the house and it can make me feel defensive because I've done the best I could have being a new mom and instantly a single mom as well. He kept apologizing and telling me he messed up and that he's here now.
I had a yard sale the past couple weekends and last weekend the parents of a girl that played T-ball w/ our son were here. Once when we were talking to the mother she said "your husband" to me and it was kind of strange. Even though here I still call him my H, he's technically not anymore even though he acts more like my H than he had in the last 5 years when he was my H. Clear as mud? LOL
Me38,H:38,S:7 Married:6/99 Bomb:7/04 Sep.:5/05 D Filed:3/08;Final 1/10 Piecing:11/09 H moved back:09/10 Current thread: http://tiny.cc/htcty
