I should be excited that my W wants to get back together, but I'm not. I keep thinking about things, and the thought is difficult.

I'm glad we're going to give it another try, but I still fear she wont be able to fully come around. She say's she's in this all the way, but I still have reservations.

I know that I can give 100%, but I question wether or not she can. She still maintains the same stance she did the day she told me. That in itself is amazing, being that she was unable to maintain for a day before.

I guess I'm still skepticle until we have our scheduled conversation on Saturday. We have it for Staurday because we don't want to have to take time away from the kids.

I'm still grateful that this opportunity has been presented to me, but I'm just more nervous than I thought i would be.


Married 18
Me 39
W 37
D 15
D 5
Divorce Filed 8 April 2010
Beginning of Reconcile 8 Sept