I am not offended at all, I am here because I expect comments and advice. I appreciate your suggestions and thoughts.
When I said I was happy with my wife, I meant in a physical way. I never had urges to go to other woman for that.
But you are correct, in many ways I wasn't happy with my wife. Because I choose to see things in a negative way, its like I forced myself to find things I didn't like about her. My behaviours, rooted from a past of hurt and anger. Like many other folks, I am sure, I discouvered how happy I actually was with my wife...once she was gone.
Another reason I am here...I am committed and being sincere to myself and her. That I want change and I want to work very hard on it, I do not want us to be separated. I want our family to be together, to be healty.
