I understand. I just basicly gave up two days ago. Then this came up, I got excited, then talked to her a few times yesterday. Now Im back wondering is it really over. I assume its just guilt for breking up the family and nothing will come of it. Im just going back to how it was before this came up and stay quite. She is off today and tomorrow. She has the kids. I got a ton of things to do around the home. I will have to see her tomorrow at 4pm with a meeting with the Pastor that was scheduled a week ago. We also have meet the teacher with the kids also. Im just going to try and relax and not expect anything to come of it and if something does, great. I just thought that yesterday was odd? I dont know what to make of it.