I have not spoken to her since. She sent me a text about 9pm last night. She said” I don’t want to talk about this right now, so don’t reply. Just know I’m really thinking about all of this. I know you don’t think I’m really considering the effect on everyone but I am. I just not jumping into a decision. Just know I’m thinking. I’m not saying I am coming back and I’m not saying I’m not coming back. I may still file for divorce in a month, or 3 months or 6 months, or I might not file at all. Who the _ _ _ _ knows. Please don’t ever say I’m jumping into it because I’m not.”
That was kind of odd. I didn’t feel as good about as I did when I 1st heard it. I just decided to try and still detach more and prepare myself for her to file next month. I am just going to go back like the last several days before my mistake when she hinted about 2nd thoughts, and not call and text her. To me it just sounds like “cold feet” or “guilt”.
I know no one knows what anyone is thinking but is this something to get excited about to myself or is this probably just “cold feet” or “guilt”? She doesn’t throw out anything good because she has said before she doesn’t want me to say “she is leading me on”. That came up about a month ago.
