Wife filed for divorce...Is there still hope?

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Here is a portion of OMW's e-mail to me. This is what she had to say...What do you guy's think?

things haven't changed much on my end either, although i did elude to him in a conversation we had that i thought he had a girlfriend...he said "what does it matter...you kicked me to the curb long ago so what do you care!!!" i guess if that's how he feels, then why doesn't he just leave me??? who knows

Anyways, I fought with W a little over trying to help D with something I started. I do not know why I was so mad. It just irritated me.

I have had a long day today. I had to do a lot of things that I just did not want to, but they are out of the way. I have been preparing for the hearing next Monday.

I saw on her phone a TM from the OM too. It was at 9:43 pm Wednesday, August 11, 2010. I was so disgusted by it. I occasionally check, and I guess I should not. I don't know.

I gave some more things of mine that I got as a kid to my kids. I just feel like doing it. They seem happy.

I am so tired of this life with my W that I think a D will be a relief. I don't have the fight for the marriage anymore. As long as the OM is in the picture there would never be reconciliation for us I believe. I don't know how I could ever break the R up to give us a chance. It is over, and I am a little sad for the first time in a long time. I just don't get why I feel this way so close to the hearing. I guess finality is closer and closer for us.