I will Survive.

[Shelby]

Thanks Courageous Wife. Had a nice relaxing weekend with the Girls.

Have a court date for Support in October. Not really sure what to expect.
The Husband was just here, he has no where to take the Girls for his visits so he visits with them here. He did take them out to dinner, but then returned here. We tried to have a conversation about things. I don't know how I am doing. I tell myself to be calm and pleasant around him, but I don't seem to have my emotions under check yet. I come off cold and emotional. He said some things I give a cold answer and he to tells me to be nice to him. I don't know what to think. I think I have been pretty nice, I have been pretty much dark with him. I don't text,call or bother him about things. I don't harrass him in any way. He invited me to dinner with him and the Girls but I declined. When we were talking about finances he called me hun, he caught himself and said ge will stop doing that. Then when we were talking again he was saying how it is in my best interest to be nice to him and that get this he said I still love you. WTH!! I know he means love you but not in love with you. But come on, you are divorcing me, telling me how I my life is about to change.

Sorry for rambling on. He just left and left me confused as ever.