I want to apologize to you. I did not mean to set you off down the road you took. That is the risk of giving advice to folks at their low point.
Look pard, I think you took what I said as ammunition instead of as a lever. The last thing I said was that you had the tools to act with "calm and control". Thank goodness the others rushed in and calmed you down a little. Take Eyore's advice and take that 24 hours to think through what it is exactly that you want.
Going to war may become necessary, but going nuclear right out of the barrel is likely to work against you.
I'm glad you are sleeping and excersizing. Keep it up.
God bless.
No problem. I really do appreciate all the advice you have given me. I need to keep my cool which is probably the hardest step to make. Nothing is easy with a EA/PA still in the picture. Tonight I am just going to relax and try to find some entertainment. Might go gambling at one of the riverboats, but don't worry I don't have much to bring with me...maybe $30 on top of the $30 comp I already have.
