Hey Guys, Thanks for everyone’s advice and support!! Well I'm not sure what to do now? I'm not done giving up hope as it seems to be getting less and less each passing day. I often ask myself why I still care? I don’t want to give up on us, but I have to accept the fact that this is her choice. I need to try and let go or drop the rope as I know I'm holding on thinking W will wake up from this.
See I feel sometimes in Life it's about screwing things up!! I guess that's what we’re here for, but it’s the things you screw up; and still have the courage to fight for which are the things that usually matter most. I read something the other day as I was writing a paper for school and got off track.
It's entitled: Moving On Forgiveness and letting go are steps on our road back to happiness. Without them we will never be free of our past. We deserve to move on. We need not be held hostage to our past if we are willing to release and grow beyond them. By: Tina Dayton
I just thought it made a lot of sense... Well as Our Anniversary approaches at the end of this month. It will suck, but I will get through and get through this in time as well.
I think my W will realize someday what she had in front of her was not that bad. It maybe a few months, or when and if the D is finished, or even a few years.; however I just don’t feel that we have given everything we could have and will always wonder why? This will suck; as we will always be in-contact because of our S until we die. Well I still have a little Hope in me.
Well Guys talk later and wish the best for everyone Hope!!
