Poor S is sick with a 102 fever and cold. Daycare called me to pick him up. I was eating lunch with my old 1st grade team so I had to leave early!
Well prior to that, I saw my classroom and I love how it looks...but have a lot of work to do. I saw a gossipy teacher and she asked how I was doing. She said "so what happened?" and before I could stop myself I blurted out "he left me." damn!
Then she asked "was there someone else?" I avoided that question and just said "it's been really hard but I am just plugging along, getting through it, focusing straight ahead..." blah blah blah....
EVERYONE said "wow, you are so skinny!" it made me feel good, I admit, and what's funny is that I am NOT, but compared to last time they saw me, I guess so! I made a joke to someone and said "it's called the divorce diet!"
So anyway, now due to my impulsivity, the gossipy teacher will get to go around telling people that I am getting a divorce because he left me. Crap- luckily this will be old news very soon!!! Why do I have to be friends with so many people in the school? argh!
me,34 exH,34 S,16 months S:3/31/09-left for OW started DBing 10/09 d final: sometime 10/10 current: http://www.divorcebusting.com/forums/ubbthreads.php?ubb=showflat&Number=2022856&page=1 met in 2004