Its ok to feel the sadness its all part of moving on and moving forward! Still cant believe how much your H is LLL how can he be stunned that you expect him to remain faithful and work on your M and that the consequences of him not doing that is to lose such a wonderful lady from his life! Honestly there are some days I'd like to line all the WAS and give them a good smack to knock some sense back into them!
Really with you on the WA front my 25th is next year and I often wonder will it be the dream anniversary or just another disaster?
Keep detaching hun, its the only thing that keeps you sane at times! (())
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W 47 H 47 M 24 T 30
Once lost but now found and happily married again!