I have done some research about abandonment, anxiety, control, manipulation, communication, how I can be a better friend, mom, wife, sister. Right now I'm looking into fear and how to deal with that..since it's such a large part of what I'm feeling. These things take hours..literally. They are all not in one place, as I'm sure you know. It would be nice if you could just look something up and then read about it and then go do something else..like apply for jobs. But by the time I get done digging around for info about a particular topic and saving it for future reference, the day is over and I still have tons of regular life stuff to do..clean the house, groom my dogs, talk to kids. Whew!
