Re: your comment of what you should read - where or what do YOU think you need to improve? I can tell you to read a host of M books but what I really think that you need to really figure out what things about yourself you want to change and work on those. Why? You and YOUR H would benefit.
Just my 2 cents.
Eric
"The difficulties of Life are intended to make us BETTER,not bitter". "Fear is a prison, where you are the jailer. FREE YOURSELF!" "Life is usually all about how you handle Plan B." - Jack3Beans