Pie - URGENT ADVICE PLS

[ericmsant2]

PIE

Sorry sweetie but I am not going to sugar coat this…

IMO – He is fuc*ing with your head and your emotions.

So my gut was thinking he wanted me to maybe listen to the lyrics to get how hes feeling.

This is how YOU FEEL. It is your projection of what YOU want. How he feels could be very different. Do you think he loves you?

Do you think that he knows you? If the answer is YES – then trust me…he will not give you subtle hints – if he wants you back He will tell you.

but my gut is clouded with wishful thinking...what do you all think?

I think your RIGHT!
Oh…FTR I love this ememin song. Let my dissect it from my perspective….

Just gonna stand there
And watch me burn

Think about this ^^^^ for a sec. “Stand there and watch me burn”. Let me ask you a question. What does that say about how he may be feeling about YOU now? I am not sure about you but I sure as hell DO not want to be with someone right now who wants to “watch me burn”.

But that's alright
Because I like
The way it hurts

Ah….my favorite line of the song! That’s right…It’s alright that you can watch me burn cause I can take it! I will be stronger. I will and can do this! I will not be defeated. I may stumble and fall but I will NOT be defeated.

Just gonna stand there
And hear me cry

Another one…yep…the MLCer will stand there and watch you cry – ya gotta believe that. They have emotionally detached – you have not -at least not yet. They are confused that much I agree with, so they want to keep you around just in case they may change their mind. So the question for PIE is….putting aside the FEAR that you may have right now, putting aside the impact this will have on your family, putting aside the financial impact this may have, does PIE want to fight and give everything she has for the possibility of being the second option? Think about that for a sec. Or does PIE want to be the first option. Does PIE want to be the person that your H comes running back to when he finally realizes (if he ever does) what he is giving up? If the latter then how do you get there? You get there by focusing on YOU. You get there by taking a step outside of his madness, outside of his freaking confusion, outside of his Issue and to the biggest step of your life. You let go.

But that's alright
Because I love
The way you lie
I love the way you lie
I love the way you lie

What is that we say about an MLCER? Never believe what they say.

I can't tell you what it really is
I can only tell you what it feels like
And right now there's a steel knife
In my windpipe
I can't breathe

Ah…the pain of rejection that we the LBS go thru. The pain can be unbearable at time. It really can consume you. It can paralyze you. It can make YOU do, agree to or commit to things that really YOU do not want to do. The pain PIE is what sometimes keeps us stuck. The pain PIE is what sometime makes us willing to give up WHO we are and what we need. The pain PIE…will go away one day! So when does PIE want the pain to go away?

But I still fight
While I can fight

Yep – that is right girl…you keep fightin…not for your H – NO for YOU. Once you save YOU, maybe your H will notice and by then have his head out of his as*.

Pie – your challenge if you choose to accept it is it (mission impossible music playing in the backround)…is can PIE began to really think about PIE and PIE only? Can Pie stand up and say that she no longer wants to sit on the freight train called “let his actions drive me crazy”?

PIE, this is really hard sh*t and I wish I could tell you that it get better in a week or two – it doesn’t. It gets better when YOU decide to make it better. It get’s better when PIE begins to think about PIE first and foremost. Now that may sound selfish. I know. Know what? Who is going to take care of PIE in the future? You know the answer to that.

God Bless,
Eric