Signed off last night and crawled into OUR bed. W rolled over but didn't say anything.

Told her this morning I didn't want open marriage or contact with OM while in the house. She agreed.

Think I need to let go for now and just try to concentrate on me.

I've never been more scared in my life.

M36
W39
D6
S4
Married 10 years
EA began 7/10
Bomb Dropped 8/6/10
Filed for D 10/6/10
Divorce put on hold 12/10
Currently Piecing